Breast Pump Torture I Wish I Could Have Breastfed My Baby For Longer?

I wish I could have breastfed my baby for longer? - breast pump torture

I fought for my baby to breastfeed. I had a Csection and then I have absolutely no appetite and do not drink enough milk and was crying with hunger, so I had to supplement formula. This is my milk supply and even less difficulty breastfeeding. I tried to pump and put in a bottle, but I did almost nothing after 15 minutes on each side. I also have cysts in my breasts and squeezed them as torture. It also has a very poor and flat bars masacring my nipples. I could not get it right, no matter what he wanted. Now she has 1 months and I'll let the rest of my milk and only ff it. I feel guilty because I gave my all and weptboth! I want to be the power of a positive for us not to be so crazy and frustrating. I have some strong feelings about it. Should any of the other mothers had the same experience? Feeding milk, which she very good health and does not smart? I feel selfish.